I'm so fucking pissed right now.  I lost my right contact today.  It fell out while we were watching movies on chocolate and sugar making and then i put it back in (without saline solution) but i swear it stayed in, i even checked it out in the bathroom and thought i saw it there.  either way, i'm sad and about to cry.  I don't know if i can just reorder the right one from shopko or if i have to do a whole new eye exam.  I didn't do the follow up exam cause I just didn't have time to do that, so I'll have to call shopko and ask, but calling is my least favorite thing to do... I don't know why but it's one of my anixety things.  on top of that, I ran out of kleenex, how will I survive until tomorrow... i suppose i could grap some from my car.  Then today I got burnt by aliiana from her sugar.  it's small, but it hurts and it looks nasty.  damn sugar!!!! she put it under some fire so she could connect her other sugar and my wrist bumped it so that's how i got burned, just to clarify.  

This weekend felt like a week... So much stress and work and crying and then driving through the shitty snow.  I won't bore you will details of my stress *which is all just homework* and boring work... * my feet hurt terribly* but the crying... I'm going to be losing someone very near and dear to me, one of two men that I trust.  AARON'S MOVING TO HONOLULU MARCH 24 rd.  and when my mom told me, *I was at work* I started to cry once I got back to the service counter and it started to sink in.  I worry about him and the only thing that's getting me through is the thought that he'll be back because he won't find a job or it's just too expensive there.  So that's a quick review of my weekend and now I shall brave walking to school so I can take my final.

It's been a long time since I wrote something, not that anyone could tell.  A lot has happened, mostly crap going on on my mom's side of the family.  It's funny i suppose but just sad.  Like my one cousin is out of jail and so she gets all the attention of her parents because she doesn't have a car, so her mom drives her everywhere.  Well that doesn't sit well with her sister who thinks she needs attention all the time, so she pretty much went crazy and put herself in the physc ward, then left without anyone knowing so she was missing, later found in the cemetary talking to her dead grandma.  There's also some people who are pregnant and I won't get into that, some of them shouldn't be pregnant because they can't take care of the kids they have now.  My grandma got a pacemaker... my mom didn't tell me until after the surgery, thanks ma! 
    other news, school is coming close to the end so I have many projects to do.  Bastards! I've been hanging out with my friends from school, wasting money, eating out.  It's worth the fun.  If I get couped up in the apartment I just want to kill people and that ain't cool.  I got new table mates... no hot guys, but I'm with Sam so that's cool, but we're stuck with Dave and Dave's an ass.  He does things thinking he knows everything, but he doesn't.  so that sucks, but it's only for three weeks. 
    The big news.  I'm stuck in the apartment with lindsay alone, she finally kicked matt out, but they're still together................................ So it's awkward not having him here, but I got his parking space so no more worrying about finding a parking spot.  It sucks, he told me that he was going to find a place for us around july or something like that, i guess it's hard to find two bed room apartments that aren't high priced.  So no living with alliana, which i guess I don't mind cause it would be odd to live with strangers. 
    So this weekend I plan on seeing cheryl!!!! and making a cake for her birthday. I was planning on drawing david bowie on it, it shall be a challenge but it will be good practice.!   And that's my life in a nut shell

I totally forgot to mention the exciting monday I shall be having! my friends and I are going clubbing, or at least telling people we are.  We really just want to go play laser tag, but it was fun talking about clubbing in class.  we wanted to dress andy up in a fish net top and go to gay 90s, he said no. it was a nice thought

Well today was pretty freakin sweet.  Baking was a blast today. We made pie dough and two pie fillings.  I pretty much just goofed off with sam/jess/alianna.  My table was having a fun time while rolling the dough, joe and rob were talking about strip clubs.  It was amusing.  I got sprayed with the nonstick spray by rob... he said it wasn't on purpose, so I left him for table two with Andy... for about a minute.  It was all good, I know how to take abuse.  It was fun, hanging out not doing much work.  sam/jess/alianna and I went out for lunch after school, we were originally going to go with other people from class in the dining room downstairs (joe and andy were there!) but we decided to go to devanni's which is a pizza place. Had pizza and cherry coke!  And we talked, it was fun.  And a very surprising thing, we were talking about andy, alianna brought it up, but we're like he's so cute, and all three of them think he likes me, cause we're friends and everything and he talks to me.  I thought they were crazy but it's a cute thought.  I then told them of his girlfriend and alianna said she's never heard him speak of her, but i'm like, she's a blond bimbo and they've been dating for a long time. (Thank you facebook!) but that was exciting.  Then alianna and sam were thinking about switching programs, from culinary to baking, which is what i kind of want to do, but I really don't know.  I love to bake and feel that I could do more there because I'm so picky when it comes to food and I don't think I can do the other stuff, but I don't know.  It would require more money to be spent for a new kit and i'm already registered.  I really like alianna and sam and it would suck not being able to see them everyday, but then if i switched I wouldn't see joe and andy... not like men are the more important thing.  I guess I just don't know what I want... I'll probably just stay on the path that I'm on... SOON I WILL DOMINATE FOOD NETWORK, MUHAHAHA, jk